It's me again ! such a long time no see!!!
I wasn't suppose to talk much about my life and other thing last time and there're a lot of reasons i think.
There're so many things have happened during this time. The main of it - i've lost very important loved one, my relative for ever. Don't want to talk about it cause it still hurts and it's too personal.
Life is going on and it's time to wake up and just do something.
I'm a little tired after a whole year without any rest. So i'm going to have a 2 weeks vacation in a week. Going to spend all that time home on a Baltic sea coast helping my parents and meeting my friends.
It's soo close here to me. Wanted to go to Paris or Israel to see some other world places at this vacation but my outer pass is going to it's end in a several months. So need a new one and it's such a hard paper task to do it in Russia. You better do not know! It will take about 1-2 months in my native state and about 4 months if i want to do it in Moscow legally. It's hard but I need to do it as soon as possible -_- so wish a good luck to me.
In other things all's fine. I'm a little afraid of coming flight. I wasnt scared by it last time. I've just relaxed turned on a hippie music of 60-70-s and watched clouds goes by and stars in the sky. It'was so right - the right place and right mood.
I dont'like much my main work actually cause it takes a lot of time but don't give me a new abilities and skills. I just do what i able to do but not what i can and what i want. This work gives me money - that's all. I have some planes for a summer at a freelance. Hope it will be more useful for me. Otherwise i'm going to do both jobs - one by day and a second by night. Also hope to have some free time for personal works, bike riding and some art crafts which i want to do
Thats all for today
See ya!
P.S. there's a new lil poll which i want you to tell your opinion.
P.P.S. hope there's not so much language mistakes in all this shit i 've wrote as i think @_@...thanks for reading




